Living Too Far

I saw you and you looked back
Not so sure I just kept dancing
Not so shy you pulled me back
'The Cure' was not me, but you didn't care
There just was chemistry
that I still can't believe
But you had to go away, go with your friends
but no way that you'd be lost so soon
It shouldn't ever end
At least not 'till there's love or nothing
Kissing 'till it's light again
Kissing harder than ever before
I don't know what it meant for you or me or life
I do not know but when I opened my eyes I saw your sadning face
'cause you had to go away, away from me, knowing it was over
you had to go away and get some sleep ... I cannot sleep

Kissing you time and again
Hoping that I'll see you before it's over
Kissing you time and again
Knowing that it's best I can't come over

Coming home I hate myself
Knowing that I will not see you
Not before a long long time
I should have asked if you would stay the week
I should have asked your name
I should have let you know
But you had to go away I know you did
I know it couldn't work
But I should have gone with you and had that week
Forgetting live can be so hard sometimes I wish I wasn't weak
I don't even know why I should
I don't love this fast
And I don't even know what moves you
I just know there's chemistry
and I just can't forget your kiss

Kissing you time and again
Hoping that I'll see you before it's over
Kissing you time and again
Wishing I could ask you to come over

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By Hampei (june 1999)