RAMBLINGS

Real thinking can be hard sometimes
when thoughts just won't let go
And breathing just the same
The air don't seem to flow
Forgetting things that you should know
remembering things you don't
Your head is floating on outside
and your not even stoned

First breaking, then crawling
Beating your head against the wall

Knowing what is done so wrong
Seeing every crash
The perfect thing was done at dawn
Ending in a flash
There's nothing that you now want more
than to leave it all behind
To stop the snowball at the door
Once more going blind

Fist breaking   Then crawling
You see the light   Then nothing more
Another light   And one more
Then it's dark again   And you want one more

Being good is easy
when there's nothing to be wronged
And climbing can be hard sometimes
when you've just never felt so strong
The more you get, the more you got
the less you will let go
You're lucky if you get setback
just enough to grow.

First, laughing than dancing.
Beating you're head against the wall.

And Jezus thought that he was right,
but brian just wanted the girl
and god the devil and mannon
the crazy get to rule the world.
If all decease were killed today,
the thought would go tonight.
It leaves us with an empty mind
peacefull but not right.

Fist laughing, then dancing
You gain controll, then you lose the might
Grabing it back, you lose once more
you gain yourself but you lose the fight.

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By Hampei (may 1999)