The End

Now that we're here, well this is everything.
Sure it was fun, but we won't be again.
You are so great. You're just not worth the try.
See you around, I hope you will be fine.

Why can't they love me. Why can't I be more.
Why do I get like this. It's dragging me straight DOWN.
I just don't know no more what it's about.
Am I just breathing in letting it straight out... DOWN.

Sure I'll be fine. I sure do understand.
Sure we'll be friends. I'll be seeing you again.
I can't look straight. I live inside myself.
But all my voices will be mine to sell.

Why can't they love me. Why can't I be more.
Why do I get like this. It's dragging me straight DOWN.
I just don't know no more what I can do.
To shut up the voices that keep me from being me. DOWN.

Walking down the streets I can't remember what I used to feel.
Looking for your face, still hoping that you've come for me. I just
don't wanna miss the beat. I just wanna believe that it was real.
How can I still believe in things I can't believe or even Feel

... There's nothing. I just can't be more.
I'm cold as I want to, I wanna fall straight DOWN.
I just don't know no more what I should feel.
Should I be crying or should I be free freeze. DOWN.

I guess I'm fine.
I really wanna be your friend.
At least I'll try.
I'll try to die before the end.
The end of everything.
The things that keep an open mind.
The mind that crawls ...
Blind

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By Hampei (Aug 1999)